panic attack

when you get to that point, and you realise for the millionth time (but this time it really sinks in, deeper) all you really have is yourself. and its not fair because i dont want to be lonely. i dont want to be alone. but we all are. you are and always will be just one person. one. solo. single. alone. weak. defenceless. vulnerable. hurting and hurt. lost. waiting. hoping. wishing.

welcome back panic attacks. i wish i could say i'd missed you.