Monday, June 28, 2010

such a shame

although, i do wonder if you have one at all

nautical star

pinch me

i didnt ever wake up dreaming
or dream that i was awake
sometimes my dreams feel like reality
but most of the time my reality feels like a dream

Sunday, June 27, 2010

bittersweet



i waited for the alcohol to hit my head
then i lost all feeling in my legs

Friday, June 25, 2010

Thursday, June 24, 2010

deserving

lets see how far we can take this

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

haterz

i need to do something totally crazy
something fucked up and stupid
i want to barely survive
but have the time of my life

you dont know what you want


be careful what you wish for, im still paying my price

m3nt4L c4$e

i tried not to go there
i tried hard to keep sane
i lost control for just a second
but i'd do it again

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

drooooooooooooln'

this shit is what my childhood was made out of,
disney channel original movies
fuck fuck holy fuck yes

Monday, June 21, 2010

slim fucking shady


infinite - slim shady - the marshall mathers show - the eminem show - straight from the lab - encore - curtain call - relapse: refill - recovery
i by far enjoy old eminem, but fuckers still got it

stage three: suffocation

i used to sleep to dream, to dissapear.
why do you follow me here?

Sunday, June 20, 2010

the virgin suicides

"What we have here is a dreamer. Somebody out of touch with reality. When she jumped she probably thought she could fly."

big spoon < little spoon

you act tough and you talk in your sleep
i'll admit its endearing

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

inky





im so excited for my new ink

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

babygirl

remember when your heart gave out and your head gave up, when your soul let go and your body fell apart, remember how you fantasised about 'getting out', you wanted nothing more than to 'get better', i should have warned you.. that wasnt a bad day, those werent prolonged periods of anxiety, your not mentally unstable, your a baby with no idea, this is how it goes, this is what it is, quit being such a fucking pussy.

Monday, June 14, 2010

bender

nights blend into one
i cant remember what the fuck went on
i just know i had fun

F*ckeD

Friday, June 11, 2010

thug love

when i met her she was lowkey
now she wants to OD
you know me i let her do her thing
i say what im feeling

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

we have your soul


its all a bit easier with you

back to work

getting sick back to back
fucking immune system
do your job !

Saturday, June 5, 2010

cellarbration


tonights the night
get loose, get messy
waking up with no memory

Thursday, June 3, 2010

you're not lost

you're just a baby, go back to bed
when you wake up its different
we've all changed
and you will never be the same

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

fatal

you had better take a closer look next time
there is more that meet the eye