Monday, November 30, 2009

shallow




i want to escape, i want to be someone else
i'd give anything



Sunday, November 29, 2009

itsonlyandalwaysaboutYOU


like i thought this time would be different
that things would turn out ok
everyday i lose faith
you'd think i'd have none left by now
somehow im still giving you a chance.
am i that ignorant of my own self worth, or do i just not care?
im still waiting for you to prove them wrong
pathetic, i know



(L)


Friday, November 27, 2009

i really do

alot.

suck it up






id prefer to make mistakes than play it safe

for you

i dont really want this anymore but im holding on for you
i cant really handle this anymore but im brave for you
i wont be the one to break you
but i need some fixing of my own
ill be stronger for you i promise
im trying

Monday, November 23, 2009

fuck this


i never fall apart because i never fall together - andy warhol

help






this worlds playing with my head

Monday, November 16, 2009

white blank page

can you lie next to her
and give her your heart, your heart
as well as your body
and can you lie next to her
and confess your love, your love
as well as your folly
and can you kneel before the king
and say I'm clean, I'm clean

-Mumford and Sons

iwantiwantiwant!

hope for tomorrow, strength for today

lil wayne


im the toughest girl i know

youth is wasted on the young

one of these days i'll have a beauty of a tattoo, lets hope its soon.

Friday, November 13, 2009

i want to live fast and die young




hold your breath and close your eyes it'll be over before you know

Thursday, November 12, 2009

black



lets go on pretending. do it for me

fix you

when you try your best but you dont succeed,
when you get what you want but not what you need,
when you feel so tired but you cant sleep
stuck in reverse

and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you cant replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

high up abovc or down below
when your to in love to let it go
but if you never try you'll never know
just what you're worth

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

- coldplay

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

forever

because this is how it should be

lets get living


lets take this uncertainty and turn it into fire, let it light the paths for our future and burn those who try to stand in our way.

find me

i want to escape
i want to explore
i want to get out of here
i want to get lost in this world
and, i want to be found.
i dont know what i want for my future but one things for certain i want to travel to places i never even knew existed and to live in ways i had never dreamed.






save me





you hold more power than you know
you can lift me up, and you'll be the one that lets me down
after them im adorned with armour
i might be stupid enough to give you my heart but,
you will never get my soul

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

you're in my head




post-its


i'm totally prone to obsession and addiction.. these babys ^ have become my new craze. at the moment addicted to; gold rings, black nail polish, sunday morning sleep-ins, kings of leon, writing lists, felt-tip pens, rice crackers, zoe kravtiz and vintage florals.

i stopped dreaming

when wishing only wounds the heart,
and reality gets hard to grasp,
i'm only a little girl in this big world,
to save myself,
i stopped dreaming