explode;implode

bursting at the seams
crawling out from under my skin
it all comes out now
it all comes out

take it away

keep it

it doesnt mean what it used to

just let me breathe

without you

fiend

no one can stop us now

when we hit the floor
and get dragged out the door
taking a trip to lala land
i dont want to come home
this is OUR night
you and me

im raw

what the fuck have i become

be happy

nothing else matters anymore
we're all in it for ourselves
its all i ever wanted for you
i know you tried for me too
we'll go on
we'll survive
we dont have a choice do we?

just you wait

this was just a taste
it only gets better from here on out
i cant wait for real life to start

i wish someone had a camera out for the other nights/days

party animal

tell mommy im sorry, this life is a party
im NEVER growing up

without

automatic doors dont open when i walk

i have no soul

so the emptiness wasnt just a 'phase'

etc and repeat

cant sleep - get out of bed - go out for coffee - home - change - out - smoke - get fucked up - bed - cant sleep - get up - out - coffee (lots of coffee) - smoke - home - change - work - home - change - out - smoke - get fucked up - bed - cant sleep

i like it though

ink

today was when my dreams came true

scream

no one is coming to save you

they cant

showtek

brain cracking, place wrecking

all the way to bitch smacking
feel the shit for just a second

hollywood

'in the morning i'll be sober, but you'll still be beautiful'

yesyesyes

lace ups, big boots, fur! fur! fur! (faux of course), turqouise rings, gold lockets, glitter and black tipped nails, mustard, olive, red beanies, thick liquid eyeliner, floral lingerie, leather watches, cropped jumpers, high ponytails

coffee dates, dinner dates, lunch dates

bo peep

babygirl dont be shy,
show us what you got honey

round 2

crashing out like a light,

waking up with your head pounding,

and stomach sick,

mouth like an ashtray,

broken bottles, cigarette butts, confetti to clean up

just enough time to recover before we do it all again

dead man walking

when there is no more room in hell,

the dead will walk the earth

MTHRFCKR

lets not fight, im tired

cant we just sleep tonight?

i know we're lost but soon we'll be found