break/broken/brave

grasping at these newfound freedoms

i feel a little uneasy

im realising my control is only limited

i cant control you, or how you feel

i cant control them, what they say or how they act

i cant control me, or how i think

i cant control the world, or how it works

i cant control money, or my lack of

its scary

no, its terrifying

i want to just let go

but i think i'll hold on for now

i've still got some fight in me yet

you've shown me how to be brave

even when there is little hope

you've shown me that even when you've sunk

you can learn to swim again

so i'll be brave

for now