today is tomorrow

get up get out

i have fun

i enjoy fucking things up
getting fucked up
lets jump into a pile of crocodiles
run into a bunch of knives
and a series of gunshots
im beyond bulletproof
im indestructable

sex

with you makes me melt

hero

its my game your just playing it

point of no return
guns loaded
heart locked

how could you

subconcious

i cant sleep through these nightmares

bandits

together

i dont

poor you

its all too much isnt it?
hard knock life

you are a fucking joke.

lose it

battle baby
here we go again
this time i'll win
i have to

i am not afraid

i'll die young
in my one bedroom apartment in california
suspected heroin overdose
and they'll say 'that poor girl never had a chance'

talking bout you

lets get messy

fucked up beyond the point of functioning
passing out in a bathtub
pour me another shot

my milkshake

"My whipped ice dairy drink brings the attention of many males to my place of residence and/ or employment, and they declare that its quality far surpasses that of yours. Absolutely, it far surpasses yours. I could convey to you the recipe, but i would have to demand compensation."

want

need

home

everything i cant be

is everything you should be

and thats why i need you here

so hear this now

come home

come home

cause ive been waiting for you for so long

right now theres a war between the vanities

but all i see is you and me

the fight for you is all i've ever known

so come home

-one republic

breathe me

help, i have done it again

i have been here many times before

hurt, myself again today

and the worst part is theres no one else to blame

be my friend,

hold me,

wrap me up, unfold me

i am small and needy,

warm me up,

and breathe me

ouch, i have lost myself again

lost myself
- sia

fuck it

slipping a little deeper into this debt
and i cant see any way out
fuck
it almost enough to give me heart palpitations
and a panic attack