trouble, trouble uh-oh

sleepless in seattle

i got overwhelmed
i said things i shouldnt of
i did things i shouldnt of
i didnt want to hurt you
i didnt want to hurt myself
i felt so alone without you
i lost my mind a little
im still me
a little battered, a little bruised
but im still me
i still love you

sorry

this is the sound of giving up

if you do im not sure i'll still be here
all dressed up and no where to go
i might just follow that white light

social lubricant

sipping on my liquid courage
feeling fine

it never ends

50kg and i want to kill myself

40kg and i still want to kill myself

it will

it doesnt

it never ends

plain and simple

heaven knows im miserable now

still breathing
still wondering
still hoping
still pointless
and hopeless
if i fell to my knees
if i dropped to the floor
would it really even matter at all

ironic

i am numb

it is, we are

its the exchange of body heat
and our limbs intertwined
its the grabbing, the groping
and the wild embrace
its out of love and lust
its the knowing you belong to me
and that i am yours

copycat

meow meow
get out from under our skin

mindFREAK

i spend a vast majority of my week

sitting on my bed or at my desk

drawing, scribbling, writing, painting

sipping on hot chai tea, or diet coke

i know that my life will never be as free

or as undemanding, or as simple as it is right now

things get harder and more complicated everyday

fuck the past and play with the present,

cause the future freaks me out

hope, faith, red cape

you only live once

why live in fear

tear it all down

and destroy what destroys you

messing around

standard horror

hard to look, and hard to look away

its so common to feel like this

but its always kept such a secret

scream as loud as you want

no one is coming for you

fucklovedrool

zoe kravitz, alice dellal and pixie geldof

is that much awesomeness even possible to exist in the universe? let alone in the same room

hitting my t-spot

tobacco tobacco tobacco

dreamcatcher

keep running

they'll chase you till you cant breathe

they'll chase you till you're sore

run faster

run without fear

run with that fire in your veins

you wont stop

dont stop

never stop

lifesaver

it all gets a little wild and crazy and fucked up
but fuck being normal and boring
fuck haters and parents and mood killers
you two mean the world to me <3