clear my head

nothing good ever comes from overthinking, but i cant seem to stop, my mind is plagued with thoughts, they destroy me and tear me down, sometimes i just wish it would all come to an end, and i could just drift, numb

lovers and haters

while your talking, im partying

so fuck you and say what you want

cause i have fun

live to party

drink to forget

uncertainty

fuck this uncertainty kills me
this guessing game is exciting
and totally terrifying
im crossing my fingers it'll be worth it

i desire you

waiting

remember, inhale and exhale

im in it for the long haul

the difference between want and need is self control
this time
i am no quitter

*

im not sure if you feel a spark,

but i feel fireworks

when i think of you

dont let go

reality gets less appealing everyday
hold on a little tighter
im about to slip away,
you can watch me while i disappear

little black box

sending out a mayday,we’re going down.
the thing we could've done
would've turned it round
everything we had, scattered everywhere.
searching through the wreckage of a love affair.

you got something to say?
say it to me,
not everyone else.
you say that i’m to blame,
my words are in vain
don't go fooling yourself.

there’s a little black box, yeah,
somewhere in the ocean,
holding all the truth about us.
it’s a little black box,
a record of emotion,
everything that ever was.

- stan walker

Caleb Followill (Kings of Leon)

oh the things i would do if i could have my way with you

i want this to last forever

its always going too slow or too fast
i want a pause button for those moments i want to last forever
a stop button for the moments i cant handle
a fast forward button for the bullshit and fuckwits
and a rewind for the moments i want to relive over and over

hells angel

if god is real, im totally fucked.. and i couldnt care less

party, drink, dance

you dont own me

your control is only limited

you think you're helping

but you'll see how this will effect me

you'll regret your decisions

i'll make sure of it

you think you've seen me at my lowest

the worst is yet to come

this holidays is going to be a good one.

brace yourselves.

babydoll junkie

i worry i wonder i wish i want

i wished and i waited
i wanted you to feel the same
and you did,
but it was all for her

hold on

i miss you

who you used to be

what you used to stand for

we had fun didnt we

nothing ever lasts

everything ends someway and somehow

lifes like that

fuc

spidey

im not lonely im just alone

a friend asked me the other night 'why do people always turn out bad?'
no matter what you choose to believe,
in reality you can only really trust yourself,
sooner or later you reach the point where you've been let down by every person you were ever stupid enough to put your trust in,
trust no one
i hardly trust myself

chemistry

turn off the lights and turn off the shyness

cause all of our moves make up for the silence